"Eat ass, suck a dick, and sell drugs."
- Wise words received by John Mulaney
“i pick up this bottle in the midst of everyone telling me that i’m a role model - i’m not asking you to coddle but i am feeling awful. this guilt is gnawing at my mind and i’m trying to make this something i can stomach by making it rhyme because this is something that i’m going to fail at for a lifetime. i don’t know how to talk about a relapse other than through a photograph. i blog and try to inspire the masses - i’m passive when i write about my casket or me turning into ashes - i don’t know if i’ll ever beat this habit because due to my family history it’s a magnet. i didn’t ask for this pedestal - it got way out of hand and it became quicksand disguised as the promised land. there’s spilled drinks on the floor - i’m nothing that you should adore because when you look at me you should see a liquor store that is at fucking war behind a wooden door.”
— smspoetry